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It has been 7 days since I indefinitely deactivated my Facebook, and I couldn't be more at peace about taking a break from the numerous status updates, engagement announcements, relationship changes, notifications, event invites, etc. As sad as it may seem, I find myself sitting in my room at times when I would normally be on Facebook and wondering what in the world I should do with all of my extra time. A few things I am doing: Devotions (I am determined to do this whole One Year Bible thing) Focusing more on intentionality in my friendships Homework (Say whaaaatttt?!?! Yep, you heard me right) Keeping up-to-date on current events Training for a 5k Embracing the opportunities found in each and every day The first few Facebook-less days were quite a challenge for me. I found myself opening my computer and immediately typing "www.facebook.com" It was ridiculous and somewhat disgusting how I was in a sort of auto-pilot--automatically going to Facebook before doing anything ...

I've been on campus for 5 days. I was already completely exhausted by the first day of classes. Since returning to campus, my nights have consisted of very little sleep. Not that I don't TRY to sleep. I just can't. If I could pick one word to describe my feelings the past few days, it would be restless. My RA application is due in 9 days, but I have yet to start it. Every time that I sit down to work on the essays, I am completely overcome by fear. I absolutely hate the unknown. It scares the bajeebies out of me! I think this has been the cause of my inability to sleep. Now that I have been a Negative Nancy, let me tell you something: God is faithful. Yesterday I hit a low point. By the time 10pm rolled around, I was completely drained--I had nothing left to offer. After our little Welcome Back Bash for Westside, I went to my room. Once I shut my door, I began to cry. I needed rest. Still crying, I fell into my bed, and the only prayer that I could muster up was: "Go...